Letter #302 My Letter to You All - Posted on 30/11/10
I am not that amazing of a person.
I am not a person who has enough skill to change your opinions,
or to say anything amazing to all Cassiopeia.
But there is something I want to say to you all.
Whether you are a JYJ fan, an all-fan or a HoMin fan.
I hope you do not forget what we should not forget.
The memories of our times together, aren't horrible and painful memories.
We all laughed, and cried, and laughed again in those memories.
When I look back at those memories, I can see that they weren't all smiles.
We've cried so much. We've waited for such a long time and it's been rough
But we supported each other so we could come to where we are now, didn't we?
And then from some moment in time, we started turning our backs on each other
For the mere reason that our opinions differed.
It hurt to see everyone ripping each other apart and hurting each other.
Through the past 7 years with fans under the scarlet glow of Cassiopeia, I felt warmth.
To have to say that we have crumbled because our beliefs differ,
Makes me quite speechless.
I think that you can only understand each other's beliefs when you take a step back.
But no one is doing that amongst us. All we do is refute each other's emotions and beliefs.
How nice would it be if everything revolved around only the beliefs we believed in?
But that is not how reality works. There are millions of beliefs and confrontations in the world.
It's quite hard to understand someone else. It's extremely hard to understand each other's beliefs.
That is why war happens, and why people are hurt, and why people shed tears till nothing is left.
If this confrontation continues, I believe that this will all end with no one smiling.
Each side would feel bitter. And think that there is nothing left to fight for.
Setting everyone aside, whether you are a JYJ fan or a HoMin fan,
I hope no one believes that what we've seen between the members for the past 7 years is 'fake'.
We all felt joy, shed tears and were hurt from their actions.
That will never change. We've been hurting together for the past seven years.
We saw the five members embracing each other and crying,
We've seen and know just how frail they can be and are.
Feelings of love, feelings of joy. - Hate, pain.
And regret.
To regret does not mean to hate liking the five, or to despise the time we spent with them.
It means to feel regrets about oneself for being unable to believe in the five members.
I want to keep us forever in my heart.
I'm not that amazing of a person to say something to you..
Even if you're a biased fan who says they've betrayed us.
But there are things we must keep forever in our hearts.
That our past times were all a waste, that they were all lies concocted by the five of them.
That it was all a play put on by them. No one can say things like this with confidence.
Were our memories that painful, angering and hateful to you?
If reality is making you suffer, then at least keep our memories in your heart forever.
Don't erase them. We are the only people who will be able to remember the memories of their suffering.
We are the only people who will be able to store and share these memories with them in the future.
If we don't do this, no one else will, and then they'll be forgotten.
The memories weren't that painful, were they...?
It hurts to lose precious people, one by one.
Yet we, who are left, are becoming adults, one by one.
In our shining times, we promised eternity with them.
That is why I want to create a future that does not buckle under the weight of reality.
by. 시앙
Source: [Naver Blog]
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