I had a dream...
I had a dream where I had a son, and he was the most beautiful baby I have ever seen. However, I was at my present age with a child- which is beyond weird and uncomfortable. I want children, but not any time soon bc/ I am far from being at a place where I can take care of someone else and be a good mom as well. But, if I am to have kids, it would be wonderful if the baby boy from the dream was my son in the future. He was about a yr. old, with a hint of blonde hair (almost white), blue eyes, pale skin, rosy cheecks, all smiles, the Uhorchak size of head- but his was round and not square like ours. And, I can still sense the feel of his skin upon my face, so soft and pure. If dreams are a look into the future, I would proudly say I met my son last night. But, I know better.