Dec 05, 2006 22:22
so.
i hope everyone's great.
we lost a really great woman today. cancer finally got her. actually.. i never heard the specifics. i just know she passed away, and it's really a bad deal. i mean.. fuck. yeah cancer sucks dick, an di'm sure she hurt most of the time. god bless her and grant her peace. we're probably all better people having known her. she was really a great woman.. a great member of the community and she was a great customer of ours.
so... life is so fragile. it's just here and then it isn't. and i can do is sit here and think about how fucking horrible my life is, when i still have it. so yeah.
basically what i'm trying to say is, every day is a complete fucking nightmare. in the twenty four years i've been alive i've been content for maybe two weeks. at the most. it's a complete uphill fucking battle every step of the way. and what is anything worth without struggle? i dont' know. but i'd assume not much.
i'm gonna go get fucked up.