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Ok, so I'm kinda slightly drunk right now for the first time since like mid-April when I last got drunk with Whitney. And I just wrote this huge fucking diatribe about how everything went wrong with Whitney, and how I'm fucking glad its all over now. If she can't be a real fucking human, why the hell should I deserve her? If she didn't try to contact me at all while I ran away for 4 out of 6 weeks, why should I want her back? She doesn't fucking deserve to have me back, she doesn't deserve someone like me. I did only good things to her, and she only fucked me up. I've been fucked up too many times because of her, and I'm glad its over now. And now, now I'm welcoming sleep...