They say misery loves company, so lets start a company
I'm actually not all the miserable for once.
My birthday was yesterdayish. and it was pretty much a failure. I don't know why I expected it to be something, I am the king of pessimism, but it was just another night... actually no, i ended up waiting in a bar alone at the end of the night, so it kind of sucked.
Oh well, such is life
Today I went to go see Clerks II with sarah and i really liked it a lot. In my mind, it was the perfect blend of Mallrats and Chasing Amy(my favorite). Sarah is another story though... I think she might be getting to me. We had a really amazing time, better than I have had with a women in a long, long time. It's not good, i don't want to want her, but she's always there when I need her, she's way hot and though im pretty sure she's kind of freaky in the sack.... shes really sweet? I don't get it either. Still, she was the first one to call and say Happy Birthday, so she gets props on that, and she refuses to use me for money at the bar (shes very independent, I need you emotionally, not materially) which I like in her.
I don't know, im nearing the point where I usualy take off and get fed up with it all, but I don't think that's going to happen. Internet: advice plz.
I know Im being me, but relationships are so depressing, and I am pretty sure this will end in tears, for several reasons (one huge one) so yeah... advice. I can't talk to people about this.
My birthday was yesterdayish. and it was pretty much a failure. I don't know why I expected it to be something, I am the king of pessimism, but it was just another night... actually no, i ended up waiting in a bar alone at the end of the night, so it kind of sucked.
Oh well, such is life
Today I went to go see Clerks II with sarah and i really liked it a lot. In my mind, it was the perfect blend of Mallrats and Chasing Amy(my favorite). Sarah is another story though... I think she might be getting to me. We had a really amazing time, better than I have had with a women in a long, long time. It's not good, i don't want to want her, but she's always there when I need her, she's way hot and though im pretty sure she's kind of freaky in the sack.... shes really sweet? I don't get it either. Still, she was the first one to call and say Happy Birthday, so she gets props on that, and she refuses to use me for money at the bar (shes very independent, I need you emotionally, not materially) which I like in her.
I don't know, im nearing the point where I usualy take off and get fed up with it all, but I don't think that's going to happen. Internet: advice plz.
I know Im being me, but relationships are so depressing, and I am pretty sure this will end in tears, for several reasons (one huge one) so yeah... advice. I can't talk to people about this.