Aug 05, 2005 01:01
Off on vacation next week. Headin up to New Hamp Shire again. Looking foward to getting out of the city for a bit and spending time with my friends, whom I haven't seen much of recently. I haven't really seen or spoke to anyone for quite some time actually. I suppose a big part of it has been not being online. My computer at home has been actin up and my new job isn't sitting at a computer all day so I've effictively been cutting myself off. I suppose that has been my most dominant communication tool. I don't even really miss it so much it's just weird. And it's not like I haven't been doing anything, it's just the things I have been doing are very few and only. And I'm pretty content with that actually. Definitely not depressed...I think.
I think about a year ago...THEN I was depressed. I've gotten it alot more together now...I think. It's funny how no matter what you do it seems you're always just a little out of step. Like you always feel if you could just get this one more thing in order it would be cool. I suppose that's the way of things though. You never wanna be too satisified, then you'll just be bored.
So anyways yeah, vacation, we're gunna do all the same corny crap like take dopey pictures and see the bear show. GOD I love the bear show! And when I get back I start my new shift at work. The graveyard shift. Now this is either gunna break me and send me to the loony bin, or it's gunna be a great improvement and help me keep things sorted. I'm inclined to think the latter. But we shall see.