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i saw amber today, i see her more
like when my mom goes to juice it up.
i really miss her and watching tv.
i'm in such a weird state lately
like one minute i'm the happiest
girl ever and the next im numb
and don't want to feel any emotion
ever again. i wouldn't consider myself
depressed just numb? i'm happy with
alot of things in my life, but somethings
i wish were totally different.
talking to patrick fucked me up yesterday
like way hard, i really really really think
were better off not talking at all. it's
like when we don't talk i dont think about
him and i dont have to feeel like the pain.
i feel like all my friends hate me?
not necessarily hate me but are annoyed by me
because i've only been hanging out with kathryn
and i'm always busy now. it's not that i don't
want to hang out, its that i have plans already.
i miss every single one of my friends, and dont
think i don't because i really do. i wish we
could all just hang out again those seriously
were the greatest times, halo parties & dennys.
VERONICA i miss you alot and i hope you dont
hate me because we havent really hung out since
the scars show. i get the impression your mad
at me im sorry if i havent been around lately, but
sometime next week i'm coming over. ILU.
fuck this was sooo long
i'm done.
♥
like when my mom goes to juice it up.
i really miss her and watching tv.
i'm in such a weird state lately
like one minute i'm the happiest
girl ever and the next im numb
and don't want to feel any emotion
ever again. i wouldn't consider myself
depressed just numb? i'm happy with
alot of things in my life, but somethings
i wish were totally different.
talking to patrick fucked me up yesterday
like way hard, i really really really think
were better off not talking at all. it's
like when we don't talk i dont think about
him and i dont have to feeel like the pain.
i feel like all my friends hate me?
not necessarily hate me but are annoyed by me
because i've only been hanging out with kathryn
and i'm always busy now. it's not that i don't
want to hang out, its that i have plans already.
i miss every single one of my friends, and dont
think i don't because i really do. i wish we
could all just hang out again those seriously
were the greatest times, halo parties & dennys.
VERONICA i miss you alot and i hope you dont
hate me because we havent really hung out since
the scars show. i get the impression your mad
at me im sorry if i havent been around lately, but
sometime next week i'm coming over. ILU.
fuck this was sooo long
i'm done.
♥