...Alright guys. With the workload, the stress, etc. I don't think that I can keep this journal up, so I'm going to officially close shop. I don't think it's really worth keeping up if like 5 people total read it without too many updates. I'm sorry to the few who actually find my journal genuinely interesting, but I think the time has come to have one less thing to think about in my mind. So....
One last survey (from Jess' journal)
1. Are you an innie or an outie? innie
2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? noooo
3. Have you ever written a song? Remixed/arranged, not written
4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? nope
5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex`s bathroom? yep
6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? probably
7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your french fries? beside, I like to dip
8. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? nope
9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? never, actually
10. Have you ever broken a mirror? most likely
11. Have you ever put your tongue on a frozen pole? never (A Christmas Story used to be my favorite movie)
12. What is your biggest pet peeve? Arrogant people
13. Do you slurp your drink after its gone? sometimes
15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? neither, really
17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic bags? do they still use paper bags?
18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza? false if it's a good NY pizza
19. Did you have a baby blanket? hell yes, and I still have it
20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? nope
21. Have you ever sleepwalked? yes, and there are some stories that go along with it...
22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? lol, no
23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? I used to be able to
24. Are you double jointed? don't think so...
25. If you could be any age, what would you be? At this point, 17...go seniors
26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? no, but I did get gak stuck in there...
27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? nope, I love roller coasters
28. What is your dream car? '03 Red Dodge Viper Convertible
30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark attacked someone? yeah, why not
31. How many cavities do you have? none
32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? um...no...
33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first? open the door and swim out
34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? "no ::knocks on wood::"
35. Can you pick something up with your toes? yes lol
36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? 5+
37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? hell yes (AP Chem)
38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? more than one (lol, can't think)
39. How many foreign countries have you visited? two
40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? not for the medal, I just would do it for myself
41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? poor and happy. what's the point of money if you're not happy?
42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float out? I guess float out. struggling in quicksand is bad
44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? lol, nope
45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? no...
46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? lol @ the question
47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? crayons
48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? light
49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? scrambled
50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? I actually don't think so...
10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: blue
Favorite Food: no idea
Favorite Bands/Singers: none in particular
Favorite Movie: I've got so many, but right now it's Rocky
Favorite Sport: Soccer (the non-school, non-lions kind)
Favorite Season: spring
Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday or Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate
Favorite time of the day: 8:00 PM-HW's done, class is over, and I'm just having some fun (usually)
9 Currents...
Current Mood: worried, depressed
Current Taste: mint (gum)
Current Clothes: Italy shirt Jess got me & beige shorts
Current Desktop Picture: me john and jess
Toenail Color: lol
Current Time: 12:42 AM (damn...)
Current Surroundings: my dorm room
Current Annoyance(s): John's parents, my fucking calc TA teaching me the wrong crap for a test (cost me 23 pts. and 2 letter grades)
Current Thoughts: pretty much that ^
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Matt Valerio
First Screen Name: wolfpack9bm
First Pet: Tigger (Tig), my cat
First Piercing: none
First Crush: Jessica White in 4th grade <3
First Music: yo no se
7 Lasts...
Last Conversation: with Jess
Last Drink: orange soda...?
Last Car Ride: car home on Sunday
Last Kiss: don't even ask...
Last Movie Seen: Family Guy Movie
Last Phone Call: Brian
Last CD Played: no idea (go iPod)
6 Have You Evers....
Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nope
Have You Ever Broken the Law: not any serious ones ;)
Been Arrested: nope
Sky diving: I wish
Been on TV: yeah (go robotics)
Kissed Someone you didnt know: nope (lol)
5 Things....
You're Wearing: shorts, shirt, boxers, socks, sandals (lol)
You Hear Right Now: tv, fan, noisy hall-mates, keys typing, my roomate talking
You've Done Today: went to class, ate stuff, had fun with my friends, did a stupid chem lab, slept
You Can't Live Without: my friends, my bed, my family, my computer, my....brain....
You Do When You're Bored: waste time online, watching tv, go downstairs, eat, go to the gym
4 Places You've Been
1. argentina
2. Canada
3. The player's locker room in Shea Stadium
4. Houston (yay robotics...again!)
3 People You Can Tell Anything To.
1. john
2. jess
3. iain
2 Choices...
1. Black or white: white
2. Hot or Cold: cold
1. Thing You Want to Do Before you die: find and live with my one true love, forever and ever.....
alright, and as a parting thing, here's a song that I found. It's not a song that I or anyone else would most likely normally listen to, but it's touching and sort of describes what we're all going through. Plus, my friends' brother says that it's picked up with some Air Force pilots who just want this "Unsung War" to end...
download:
http://bluelaguna.net/downloads/mp3s/acombat5ost/cd%204/34%20The%20Journey%20Home%20''ACE%20COMBAT%205%20Ending%20Theme''.mp3
lyrics:
"Journey Home"
The journey begins
Starts from within
Things that I need to know
The song of the bird
Echoed in words
Flying for the need to fly
Thoughts endless in flight
Day turns into night
Questions you ask your soul
Which way do I go?
How fast is too slow?
The journey has its time within us
If a man can fly over an ocean
And no mountains can get in his way
Will he fly on forever
Searching for something to believe
From above I can see from the heavens
Down below sea the storm rages on
And somewhere in the answer
There is a hope to carry on.
When I finally returned
Things that I learned
Carry me back to home
The thoughts that I feed
Planting a seed
Where time will begin to grow
The more that I try
The more that I can fly
The answer in itself will be there
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peace out, everybody.....