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I am oh so tired.
Yet awake enough to be frustrated.
I feel like I've been in some kind of a trance this entire semester.
I barely live life as I used to, meaning to the fullest, and have lost some of the intellectual drive I possessed last year.
Its time to wake up.
and stop worrying about things I can do nothing about.
Tomorrow will prove to be the longest day of my life.
Meeting with math prof, classics, poetry, meeting with classics prof, lab, and then the first performance of India Song. Not to mention the fact that I made a completely idiotic decision in signing up to usher for Toys at 9:00. Not the brightest thing I could've done. At least Liz will be there.
I hate overthinking things. and I hate being blamed for overthinking things. I'm an analytical english girl...its just what I do. And while sometimes its a bad thing, I dont necessarily think that holds true in all instances. Besides, you overthink just as much as I do, jackass.
I'm really proud of India Song. I think its really come together. I hope people will try to be open to it and not hate it even before they see it, simply becuase they are close minded. You'd think people would also be considerate enough to not say all kinds of negative things about it in front of someone who has dedicated half their semester in helping to create the production. Guess asking people to shut their mouths and keep opinions to themselves once in a while is too much to ask.
That being said, John Forbes is a genius, and if you cant get/appreciate the play, you can certainly enjoy his magnificent lighting.
Ok....so...deep breath. Everything will be ok. Including my math final.
Yet awake enough to be frustrated.
I feel like I've been in some kind of a trance this entire semester.
I barely live life as I used to, meaning to the fullest, and have lost some of the intellectual drive I possessed last year.
Its time to wake up.
and stop worrying about things I can do nothing about.
Tomorrow will prove to be the longest day of my life.
Meeting with math prof, classics, poetry, meeting with classics prof, lab, and then the first performance of India Song. Not to mention the fact that I made a completely idiotic decision in signing up to usher for Toys at 9:00. Not the brightest thing I could've done. At least Liz will be there.
I hate overthinking things. and I hate being blamed for overthinking things. I'm an analytical english girl...its just what I do. And while sometimes its a bad thing, I dont necessarily think that holds true in all instances. Besides, you overthink just as much as I do, jackass.
I'm really proud of India Song. I think its really come together. I hope people will try to be open to it and not hate it even before they see it, simply becuase they are close minded. You'd think people would also be considerate enough to not say all kinds of negative things about it in front of someone who has dedicated half their semester in helping to create the production. Guess asking people to shut their mouths and keep opinions to themselves once in a while is too much to ask.
That being said, John Forbes is a genius, and if you cant get/appreciate the play, you can certainly enjoy his magnificent lighting.
Ok....so...deep breath. Everything will be ok. Including my math final.