Just today
You know... It's just my luck I suppose. The way things go. The way they always go. Everyone leaves me. I guess some people just are not meant to end up with their dreams.
I don't really understand. How can you find everything you've always wanted but them not want you? It's just depressing. Haha. She was everything I want and more. But she doesn't want me. For some reason she still told me she loves me. Maybe she doesn't mean it the way ithougjt she did. Maybe she does mean it. Maybe it doesn't really matter.
I'm going to be single. I've been single for 25 years, essentially. I might as well just be. At least that way I won't have to feel this way again. I'm so tired of feeling this way. I'm so tired of being alone... But so tired of being hurt.
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