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[jedastar]

So Elton is finally concerned about me and has the entire entertainment dept. on my case trying to figure out what is wrong... and he is asking everyone first but me... I love that man dearly but seriously grow some balls and go straight to me to find out what is wrong... because I will damn well tell him...
basically Aaron... my "lead"... has been a jackass to me... he belittles and treats me like I shouldn't be there... and he has done this since last year so it's nothing new except that he has power over me and can get me in trouble... anywho the thing that has really annoyed me is that he treats everyone else like shit except for james and ashton (i think he is scared of them) so I am standing up for all of us and I don't care what he tries to do to me... he's a horrible lead and he knows I feel that way...
by the way I am not ready to leave... I have nothing to take down there with me and no time to shop for it... oy... i may go down there with what I am wearing right now my pj's... i did pick the few nik-nacks that I am taking with so i have a little but of me... i am taking my gossemer (giant red thing from looney tunes) to remind me of flags... Iago the penguin... my little Einstein... my buddhas and my creative kitty... so I am ready for anything... regredless if i don't have clothes