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floating.i suppose that's all im doing right now. nothing ever seems to go my way, and there's really not much i can do about that. I'm surrounded by people that are completely disconnected to the world around them. people care too much about themselves, they get upset over the littlest things. Or maybe i dont care enough about myself. Nothing ever really seems to bother me. Nothing. nothing really shocks me anymore, or stirs up any kind of emotion. Everything is as it is. I'm going through a particularly nasty spell of depression. it sucks because i've kind of been blowing off everyone around me because i feel too busy to deal with anyone, and i've noticed im a little alone now. I know when im depressed, because i become a nihilist. honestly, i don't care about anything. Someone clubbed a baby seal? oh well. Your sister got raped? sucks to be her. you won the lottery? woop de doo.
floating
atleast im not obsessing over any trivial problems that really dont matter. I'm pretty glad rachel's not in my life at this point. she seems misplaced. she's just kind of juxtaposed into the rest of the world, she doesn't seem real.
i don't seem real. things just play out before me. Where once we all took our lives and shaped them into what we wanted them to be, now we just play along and play background roles in our own lives.
is their an answer to the riddle
of playing second fiddle
when the strings have broke
and the player chokes
on stage?
give me a ream of paper and i'll write a manifesto of what the world really is.
A lot of people are afraid of Jesus.
What do you mean? how can you be afraid of Christ?
the man is an undead paedophile. Whats there to like?
paedophile?
go in any church, and the lobby is full of pictures of christ surrounded by children. They all have expressionless faces, christ has a smile. He is always caressing one of the children lovingly. Not as fatherly love
I suppose thats true.
The was a girl born in india a while back with two faces growing out of her head. I feel sorry for her. Its going to be hard for people to trust her, being two faced and all..
My dad has married transexual John Wayne Gacey. End of Story. It's a fact. i wish i had pictures of his wife for here, it's hilarious.
im in a band called dog chips. We just make noises and cover pop songs really fast. It's a blast. fuck you.
I've started painting again. It seems to be a trend. the portrait of josephine baker turned out swell. want to buy a painting?
floating
atleast im not obsessing over any trivial problems that really dont matter. I'm pretty glad rachel's not in my life at this point. she seems misplaced. she's just kind of juxtaposed into the rest of the world, she doesn't seem real.
i don't seem real. things just play out before me. Where once we all took our lives and shaped them into what we wanted them to be, now we just play along and play background roles in our own lives.
is their an answer to the riddle
of playing second fiddle
when the strings have broke
and the player chokes
on stage?
give me a ream of paper and i'll write a manifesto of what the world really is.
A lot of people are afraid of Jesus.
What do you mean? how can you be afraid of Christ?
the man is an undead paedophile. Whats there to like?
paedophile?
go in any church, and the lobby is full of pictures of christ surrounded by children. They all have expressionless faces, christ has a smile. He is always caressing one of the children lovingly. Not as fatherly love
I suppose thats true.
The was a girl born in india a while back with two faces growing out of her head. I feel sorry for her. Its going to be hard for people to trust her, being two faced and all..
My dad has married transexual John Wayne Gacey. End of Story. It's a fact. i wish i had pictures of his wife for here, it's hilarious.
im in a band called dog chips. We just make noises and cover pop songs really fast. It's a blast. fuck you.
I've started painting again. It seems to be a trend. the portrait of josephine baker turned out swell. want to buy a painting?