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strangely, i feel a lot better now than i did before.
whenever i get really depressed or i'm really going through hard times, i find things to blame, or cling on to thoughts that don't mean anything to me. It's not on purpose, but then again, i take a long time to correct it. unfortunately, it usually leads to more and more problems, strained relationships, etc.
I'm not happy. i've been telling myself that i am and lying to myself, but i can't do that anymore. I have a lot of issues i have to sort out and get through. i'm not going to be happy until i do.
im sick of hurting my friends, and hurting people around me. Most of all, i'm sick of hurting myself.
i think i'm gonna go for a walk
whenever i get really depressed or i'm really going through hard times, i find things to blame, or cling on to thoughts that don't mean anything to me. It's not on purpose, but then again, i take a long time to correct it. unfortunately, it usually leads to more and more problems, strained relationships, etc.
I'm not happy. i've been telling myself that i am and lying to myself, but i can't do that anymore. I have a lot of issues i have to sort out and get through. i'm not going to be happy until i do.
im sick of hurting my friends, and hurting people around me. Most of all, i'm sick of hurting myself.
i think i'm gonna go for a walk