college angst
being single is lonely, plain and simple....
becoming a twosome is conterproductive when the other half leaves and you aren't a part of a larger crowd...
i don't like COLLEGE right now. it's really weird. It happened in the span of like a week. I just don't know if everything I'm doing is right for me, and am I really going to be happy in this world the way i'm setting myself up to exist in it, and i understand now why my parents ended up the way they did and am i doomed to screw over my kids for the same weird sense of permanent dislocation?
claire set something off in me that now is getting inside my head and just telling me to ditch all this, go back down to Louisiana and try and actually do something important with my time. but i don't fit in with the hippies either. i don't do these things well. i hate being the outsider.
i'm working at a tanning salon this summer. what?
becoming a twosome is conterproductive when the other half leaves and you aren't a part of a larger crowd...
i don't like COLLEGE right now. it's really weird. It happened in the span of like a week. I just don't know if everything I'm doing is right for me, and am I really going to be happy in this world the way i'm setting myself up to exist in it, and i understand now why my parents ended up the way they did and am i doomed to screw over my kids for the same weird sense of permanent dislocation?
claire set something off in me that now is getting inside my head and just telling me to ditch all this, go back down to Louisiana and try and actually do something important with my time. but i don't fit in with the hippies either. i don't do these things well. i hate being the outsider.
i'm working at a tanning salon this summer. what?