holy hell it's been a long time
well! LJ!
life is pretty much carrying on in the evanston. i went home this weekend and had some crazy experiences at the MVA and then FINALLY got my driver's license (as opposed to my provisionals -- yeah remember when you were 18 and you did that? probably that was fun then too). So that was cool.
Home was very strange in that i realized i am totally mentally moved out of that house. being in it feels like stepping back into another life. I can't imagine that it's not just a sunday after a particularly weird dream and i'm not headed to Blair in the morning at 7 am...that's how far removed i feel from it.
so evanston is home now, and home is this old home place that isn't. and it's very strange. The older i get the younger i feel, but as an adult. does that make sense?
so that's that. other than that i've been trying desperately to keep up my grade point average and to not be crushed under piles and piles of work, and dealing with various sources of drama - scholarships, bff almost dropping out of school but then only sort of doing it, a particularly hard to read fella...that's pretty much that and it's exciting and i'm having a good time.
life is pretty much carrying on in the evanston. i went home this weekend and had some crazy experiences at the MVA and then FINALLY got my driver's license (as opposed to my provisionals -- yeah remember when you were 18 and you did that? probably that was fun then too). So that was cool.
Home was very strange in that i realized i am totally mentally moved out of that house. being in it feels like stepping back into another life. I can't imagine that it's not just a sunday after a particularly weird dream and i'm not headed to Blair in the morning at 7 am...that's how far removed i feel from it.
so evanston is home now, and home is this old home place that isn't. and it's very strange. The older i get the younger i feel, but as an adult. does that make sense?
so that's that. other than that i've been trying desperately to keep up my grade point average and to not be crushed under piles and piles of work, and dealing with various sources of drama - scholarships, bff almost dropping out of school but then only sort of doing it, a particularly hard to read fella...that's pretty much that and it's exciting and i'm having a good time.