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i think that if i can control myself and my personal life i can make it through the next year.2 ....i.e., no unforeseen crises allowed, no relationship messes allowed, and no doing what i'm doing right now (not doing my work just for the hell of it).
seriously, why am i so fucking busy. if i schedule in two social outings a week, going over to see ben and hanging around the house with friends (all combined at about six hours a week) i literally have about 2 hours free during which i shouldn't be either sleeping or doing homework. all week, every week. that is not a lot of flex time. i can't decide whether to freak out or be fulfilled.
seriously, why am i so fucking busy. if i schedule in two social outings a week, going over to see ben and hanging around the house with friends (all combined at about six hours a week) i literally have about 2 hours free during which i shouldn't be either sleeping or doing homework. all week, every week. that is not a lot of flex time. i can't decide whether to freak out or be fulfilled.