Taxes. DX

Jan 28, 2007 13:08

Agh. Nothing but one headache after another. That was one thing I DIDN'T miss from Zanarkand. >.<;;; Pain in the neck....

Been thinking about this blitz-sphere project. It's great, how all these people've said they'll help out! Gonna hafta work out a day or two we can go fiend-hunting. And after that....I figure we'll go with how the sphere pools were in Zanarkand--huge, round force-fields. That'd make it easy to get in and out, so there goes one problem. We'll need a lot of water....and a way to get it into the sphere and out again.....hm....could probably filter it there, too.... Okay. The goals....we could probably make out of just about anything, as long as they're large enough and have nets behind 'em.....

That just leaves the stands. Hmm.....gonna hafta talk to Meg about this....not gonna plan out too much yet, not until after we get those monsters.


Damn....I haven't had a dream, a real dream, since I realized I couldn't go back to Zanarkand. I'd given up on seeing my kid grow up to be a star blitzer.....but now I've got the chance, and I'll be damned if I don't make the most of it. With or without Auron backing me up. Although....I'd feel a lot better if he was. He's....changed. Not exactly the energetic, idealistic prick he used to be. Now, he's....quiet, and kinda cynical. I....don't know if it's for the better or not. He's lost the high-and-mighty holier-than-thou attitude that made me want to knock some sense into that Yevonite skull of his, but....I sorta miss his talking. He's gone quiet. He's....I dunno, but he's been through some stuff I don't know about, and....well....wish I could've been there for him.

Still hard to believe he's really here. He's here, my kid's here.....too good to be true, eh? Wish Braska was around, or my wife....Tidus told me she'd died. Died because I wasn't there. Damn....I didn't have a choice, didn't know what'd happen when I found that great big whale thing out in the ocean....am I supposed to be everywhere at once? .....damn it, woman, you had Tidus. That's reason enough to live. You had to take care of my kid, because I couldn't.

Agh, now's not the time for regrets. Got another world to explore, and new dreams to chase. XD Even if Auron and Wakka are right, and this blitz project's doomed to fail, I'll be able to say I gave it my best shot, and have no regrets about it. 'Sides....my kid's counting on it. Probably this blitz-sphere is the first thing we've worked together on. Heh....look out, Ares Arcanum, 'cause here we come!
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