i think i figured a bit more of my confusing self out
Well ok so if u any of u read this and like know me and crap u know love and feelings and all that amke a big part of me and well like as you can all tell right now im in like/love/so on so forth with this one girl. Wel heres the thing i know our situation probaly would not make for the best foundation well at least right now who know once we have time to spend together i guess its not that i want a relationship right now persya or anything i mean i would love one with this girl but i think a big thing to help would be to know how she felt about me i mean am i just a friend is that al ill be, does she jsut talk to me to be nice, does she feel somthing too, does she feel somthing too and wanna see where it goes, blah i dont know i just wish i knew for sure liek for her to say "Kevin I ..... " i mean yea if it was not mutal it would hurt but i would more than likely get over it andshed praobly become like my very bestest friend and if she did feel the same then id i dont know feel alot better probaly blah.