Bout Time I Get Ambitious And Update
Well this weekend will be my last weekend in Coldwater and it feels good to finaly get away but it also hurts because this summer i have meet a lot of new ppl that i really like and there is one that i really care for impaticular (sp.) well hopefully i will gain the couarge and insight to tell her how i feel if that is the best thing to do. Lately i have been haveing great fun but i wish i could spend more time with this girl but i dont think she is in the mood or in friends making stage i dont know there is still a weak left. To be openly and perfectly honest which the open part i need to do more of is that other that her i could pack up and move when ever but she has something that im drawn to i just realized that since i've met her things have been good in my life and i have been able to be honest to myself. I'm just afraid to tell her how i feel because i dont want to make things awkward, i have a way of doing that. I think in my atempt to make things un awakward i actually do the opposite and make girls think im crazy or sumtin who knows. All i know is that i have feelings for her and if any one knows the word to describe it when you more than like a pereason but dont wanna use the word love because i dont use it loosely and dont wanna throught it around. Maybe some good music and deep thought will give me the knowledge of what i should do. If not there is always Alcahol like the say "A drunk mans word are a sober mans thoughts". Well ne ways i need to get ready for bed. Please ppl comment. O and i got some pics of the trip to Battle Creek with the Techno dancing starring Micheal i dont know how to post them but when i do i will.