Jun 24, 2005 22:51
"You still have a chance at making the right decisions (name omitted). The rest of us are just going to continue the cycle until we either get pregnant, catch an std, or just wake up one morning and decide that our hearts cant take it anymore."
- Moi
Yes, I know. I'm not a likely canidate to be giving speeches about sexual matters, but that quote is really true. It takes something bad to happen to me before I'll stop and think, "Wait a minute Lisa! Stop being crazy!" Last night was a wake up call just like my experience with sending Tasha to the hospital. *laughs* Coming close to death didn't do it for me. It had to happen to someone else.
I'll probably keep repeating the cycle. Well, I have to be more optimistic. I really like Stoney. I wish I could say I love him. I have enough emotion to use that word, but it wouldn't be in the context people would take it. And you know it just takes away the meaning of the phrase when you say, "I love you, but not like that."
Wait, I was supposed to be preaching! Girls, sex can fuck with ya. The best thing to do is avoid it. Guys lose respect for you if you give it up so easily. Tis true...
Much Love
Lisa