dang cookie. these are kinda long...

Oct 16, 2006 20:03

well i guess since everyone else is doing it, and im such a follower i'll do it too 
8 statements about 8 people

1.  i miss you. a lot. best friends since kindergarten, although you used to never admit to it. all those years of dialing your number (first number i memorized by heart, besides my own) dragging my grocery bag of horses down the alley to your house. many good memories-- climbing the tree in your backyard and trying to trick my dad by dangling butterscotch lifesavers over his head with a fishing pole, eating all those exotic organic foods your mom would buy, and best of all, horseback riding. but now you've changed into what seems an entirely different person, i just miss it.

2. remember buying matching watches and lip gloss? i am so so sorry for hurting you emotionally, and physically for so long, i kick myself everytime i think about it. i can not believe my terrible behavior and i want you to know that i will be forever sorry and i am extremely lucky that you actually forgave/ put up with me and we are best friends to this day. i feel like sometimes we are not as close because i can't make you laugh as much as others, but also i feel that we are closer than sisters because we connect on so much and i can have some of the best serious discussions with you. i love you so much for exactly who you are so don't ever change.

3. im really glad that we got over our hate for eachother,  because i do not know what i would do with out you. you mean so much to me, i can tell you everything and anything and i trust you with my life. we have some of the best times ever, and we could be in any situation and figure out a way to laugh hysterically. i love you more than words can say and i know we will be friends forever. im sorry that i take advantage of your sensitivity sometimes. and even though we have our fights, and arguments and often times just get so annoyed with eachother we can't stand it, we always end up having a 2 hour phone conversation pretty much the next night.

4. last year we started high school, and i was feeling really lost and like i needed someone to connect with because my friends just didn't seem to get it. and you just kind of were there, and we clicked like crazy! almost like instant best friends. we have had the most hilarious times, and i think i've probably burned 126712356123462153 calories just laughing with you. you piss me off so incredibly much sometimes, partly because you are just being annoying or else i envy you because of your gorgeous looks and style, friends, and artistic ability. i love you so much though and i hope that i mean as much to you as you do to me.

5. i am so extremely happy when i am with you. i am so lucky to be with you. i know i took a long time, and im sorry for anything i ever did to hurt you. i think about you all the time, and when i will be able to see you next. whenever you leave to go home i want to call you right afterwards just to talk. sometimes i can't help myself.  you are perfect to me and i hope to be with you for a very long time. i know i can get to be a bit much and i guess its a good thing you can put up with me. you do so much for me and i cannot express my thanks enough. i love you and no matter what happens i always will.

6. you were my first big crush. although we don't really talk that much anymore, i still see you around and i wish we were friends. im so sorry for my behavior. i was a bitch. a really big huge bitch. you know that question "if you could go back and change anything about your life, what would it be?" i would change the way i treated you. i think about how our lives would be different if i would have been nice to you, and true to myself. i do not regret the things in my life now in anyway, i just wish i did not have that to be ashamed of.  i hope that you never have another girl who treats you as bad as i did, and maybe someday we'll be friends again.

7.  my first boyfriend, and now you're like my brother. sometimes. we had so many good times together, and we just don't seem to talk like we used to. i wish you would make more of an effort to talk to me, and hang out sometime. unless you really don't feel the same way i do. i miss you, and i think other people can and have said the same. just remember whenever you need anything, im always here.

8. i consider you one of my best guy friends, though that position changes often. you make me laugh like no other, and i know i can always count on you to cheer me up if im down. i have so much fun with you, and we really should hang out more. it seems like we are distant lately though, and i think it may be a lack of effort on my part. im sorry, and i know i can't make excuses but i have been busy lately and other plans just seem to work their way in before i can make time for you. i promise to make more of an effort to call you. 
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