Mar 12, 2007 01:44
So as said, I keep having dreams about being back up north with my grandma, who died (I hate saying 'passed away') in January.. it's begun to bug me, I have one every other night or something like that. SO, I decided to look up meanings to dreams and what I read is what I thought it was. "To see your dead sibling, relative, or friend alive in your dream, indicates that you miss them and are trying to relive your old experiences you had with them. In trying to keep up with the pace of your daily waking life, your dreams may serve as your only outlet in coping and coming to terms with the loss of a loved one." Weird that it's true, the reliving part, I have dreams about past happenings but slightly different.
I didn't show much emotion when I was up there for her funeral, I tried to ignore it. I think I cried three times when I was up there; once at the viewing when we gathered to pray, once at the funeral when we gave her a kiss before they closed the casket, and lastly, when they put her in the hearse to go to the cemetery. The last one was when I cried the most. I 'unno.
Anyways, weird dreams go AWAY. D: