To Be Honest Its 1 am and All i Want is To Fuck*
Umm yea............... There was a party and it was in upland or Mira Loma somewhere like that all i know is that it was a big house full of Chino HighSchool students and some graduates from last year that i saw. It was alright it was a "Rock Show Party" so the minority where White peps, though suprisingly alot of Latinos were present with none other than a beer bottle attached to the hand,...."How Typical of Them",... lol anyways there were people that i knew that i had known from Independent Study. But anyways like i was saying you really didnt miss alot. Dont worry as some people were probablly assuming the obvious,......."No Nothing Special Happend",.... and besides the music wouldnt be to your liking especially since we all know how WE GET DOWN!! I know your only down for that dirty freaky get your ass on the floor kinda beat.So well its like 2am and im still at Danielle "Mansion" That was quoted from "Breanna Chesnut" me and bre are going to spend the night. Shit Bre announced to the whole house that she would be sleeping on the bed.HA i guess somethings never change. Oh tommorow im getting my tongue pierced im fucking excitied,....AND WHAT EXCITES ME THE MOST IS THE PRESSURE OF PAIN I'LL REQUIRE WHEN THE NEEDLE CUTS THROUGH MY FLESH AND BLOOD TRICKLES DOWN OFF OF THE NEEDLE AND NONE ONLY BUT ONE TEAR WILL STRIKE MY FACE."It sure as hell dosnt get any better than that.But as i was expressing previously of those objectives that im consistently making my self known and aware to.I dont give a damn about these stupid bills that i owe monthly. Thats the least from my agenda,...."Responsible as that may not appear, I had it already planned about one week ago as my sister and I started "Seriously Discussing" My Lame-o Budget.
"AS SOON I WAS BEGINNING TO BELIEVE MY CHECK AND SAVINGS SEEMED UPDATED AND
WAS TO PAR,..."THE WORST YET TO SURPASS MY EARS OF NEWS. EXPRESSED SOLEMLY THAT I WAS AS OF NOW FINACIALLY UNSTABLED AND UNABLE TO ACCUIRE MY ACCOUNT AS OF THIS TIME,......PRIOR TO ME OFFENSIVILY ACCUSED OF ME PRACTICING FRAUD?!!!"
<*********> I CAN'T HONESTLY PLEAD TO BE GUILTY, SIMPLY BECAUSE APATHETICALLY AS I COUNTLESSLY SEARCH FOR THE ACCUSATION THE BANK GENRALLY I HAD ONCE STARTED WITH IN MY CHILDHOOD DAYS,.....WHO I'D GROWN WORTHY AND INTRUSTED WITH,.. EVERY CENT OR DOLLAR I TRANSFERRED TO MY ACCOUNT. HAD THEY NOT HONESTLY VALUED EVERY THINGS I HAD PLANS USE FOR LATER,....WHEN HARD KNOCK CAME , AS WHEN TIMES OF DISAPPOINTMENTS AND TRIALS I LIVED OFF EACH CHECK I HAD MADE. I COULD COME TO YOU,....AND MY WORRIES CHANGED TO FEELING FINANCIALLY SAFE.
THE MORE I SPEND TAKES ME LONGER TO ESTABILISH THE MONEY I NEED....., AND NOT SAVING MY BANK SUFFERS PRECISELY. EVERYONE WANTS TO WIN.BUT FOR NOW A EMPTY ACCOUNT IS ABANDONED SOON THAN LATER WILL IT JUST BECOME,.. ANOTHER PERSONS GRATITUDE OR DEFEAT.
"A Budget she tells me!!" "Whaaaaaat that word is no where descripted in my priority of things!!" A smart negotiator and analyses she can appear to be,..when discipline comes into order,"She can blow your shit in the water,.....But as that may seem indesightful. When it comes strictly to the problem she no more than a Hypocrite. And she fooled me "Damn Good!!",had me thinking we saw this situation on the same level.Hmmm her concept of a good strategy is what others may see as stretched Mediocracy,mildy out of proportion.And i cant even seem to acquire the amount of nonsense she gives me 24/7.
<*****> SOMETIMES YOU CANT HELP BUT NOTICE THE OVERVASTLY POPULATED IDIOTS WE ACKNOWLEDGE EVERY FUCKING DAY.<****>AS LONG AS IM BREATHING IN THE TOXIC WASTE ONCE OXYGEN AS WE CALLED IT,.....WILL THERE BE TRIALS OF MEDIOCRE CIVILIANS ,GIVE ME A TIME OF JUSTICE AND FORBADE THE IGNORANCE WE ADAPTED SO ABRUPTLY IN THE PAST.<*******>
BY : JEAN-PIERRE DeHAYWARD AKA *THE ANTICIPATED STRANGER*
I had to work Today!! It may seem nothing to many people,Only cuz its a normal everday of our sorry pathetic Lives that we must require to do, For that we can eargerly earn a under minimum standard,...."And unepexctedly Below Societys Budget!!" That it demonstrates unsparingly the satisfaction of us continuiously in debt. And our Display of countless days of Laboring for a greater cause."If you posses the knowledge of stupidity and Lack of Awareness than i bid you no hope!!"I'm just honestly saying that its proven in numerous experiments that the stupidness you disperse negatively will leave you a uneventful unsightful and a undespensible weak being."+++++***********.
<*********>EVERYONE WHO'S DRUNKEN THE CARBULATED LITE TASTE OF IGNORANCE AND SHOTS OF BITTER SHAME,.....THE ONLY ATTITUDE FROM A DANGEROUS MIND IS OF SOMETHING THAT WE CAN'T EXPECT TO PONDER,...OR HAVE HOPE TO FIND,..THE<***> UNEPECTEDLY EXHURBENT FEELING WE RANDOMLY RECIEVE ,...LEAVES OUR BODIES ANTICIPATING AND DRY AS THE CYCLE CONSIDENTLY REPLENISHES AND ABSENTMINDELY QUENCHES OUR THIRST SEEKING,.......... ADVENTURE ONE MORE TIME.<*******>
BY: JEAN-PIERRE DeHAYWARD AKA *THE ANTICIPATED STRANGER*
THE RULES OF BEING AVAILABLE PHYSICALLY,EMOTIANLLY AND MOST BUT NOT LEAST TO SOME MOST SATISFYING SEXUALLY,...COMES SPARINGLY ENOUGH CHEMICALS COMPOUNDS WE PROJECT OBSCENALLY TO ONE ANOTHER.REALISTICALLY WE ALL KNOW THIS TO BE "LOVE OR FLIRTING". THE CHEMISTRY IS VIVID ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND,SIMPLY AS EYE CONTACT, THE ONE MAIN OBSERVATION AS WELL THAN ,PRACTICING VERBAL COMMUNICATION AND THE MOST PROVEN MANKIND HAS MADE TO BELIEVE IS,.."ATTRACTION" THE MYSTIQ NATURE OUR MINDS HAS CREATED US WITH ENDITED PERSONIFIED PERSCREPTION THAT EACH OF US CARRIES DIFFERENTLY,...WHEN LOVE STRIKES U CREATE THE ABILITY TO PERCIEVE INFORMATION THAT WE CHANNEL VERBALLY AND THAT DEMONSTRATES THE SORT OF ACTIONS WE DESIGNATE.<****>
<****> ("BUT WHAT THAT ALL REALLY MEANS SPECIFICALLY)......."IN THE PLAYERS GAME OF ATTRACTION,......THERE'S ONLY ONE THING YOU CAN'T DO,.......DONT FALL -N- LOVE."<****>
BY: JEAN-PIERRE DeHAYWARD AKA * THE ANTICIPATED STRANGER*