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Uggh energy, I have none. I don't know what my deal is, but ever since my 4 day weekend home I have zero motivation to do anything. I don't want to work, I don't want to go out, I don't want to ride my bike, I don't want to look for a new job, I don't want to do anything at all, ever. I do however want to lay on my couch, that's it. I feel like complete ass. PMS maybe? I don't know? I joined a gym today so I know I will go there but I really need a large kick in the ass to get me moving all together. That or many shots of espresso. I need to be more motivated about life. Ughhhhhhh pointless rambling. Recently I have begun to slightly look for a new job. I like my job, don't get me wrong. I have benefits, everyones nice for the most part, it's flexible, etc. It's not a bad job except I barley make enough money to get by. I am even considering a decent part time job and I'll still work there. All I know is I need something that will provide me with more money because this isn't cutting it. I made more money in Wilkes-Barre. Plus I feel like I need to do something a bit more rewarding. If I did find a job that would allow me to work a steady schedule I would even do volunteer work, which isn't possible right now. It seems like every year around this time I get into this weird slump of moderate depression, which is odd considering the weather is so pleasant. I think I need therapy or something. Haaha. No seriously. I wish I had something uplifting to write about but I don't. I rode my bike around the city for a bit today and that was nice I do miss fresh air sometimes. When I was home last week I realized how much I miss fresh air, and Sheetz of course. Yumm Sheetz's coffee. Maybe I'll come back later when I have something positive to say.