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Well the holidays are gone now. I'm back in Philly working my crummy job, being ridiculed and unappreciated. Christmas this year was okay, but it just didn't feel like Christmas. Sure all the gifts I got were nice and thoughtful, but I don't even care about it. I feel like I am so past the whole giving and receiving of gifts anymore. Sure, it's nice to get stuff, and it's also nice to make others happy, but I definitly think I am going to try go go about it another way next year. Every day I see such poverty that I couldn't help spending the entire day feeling guilty for all the money people spent on me, and I spent on them. It's all so pointless. I guess most of all having my famiily together for the day would have been better than any item money could buy.
New years was alright, had a fun time hanging out with Nate and Gay. Just sat around and chilled all day. 2007 was honestly the most terrible year that I have experienced thus far. I have really laid alot of goals out for myself to make this year more rewarding and to stop spending so much time being a miserable beyotch. I want to eat healthier and maintain a healthier lifestyle in general. I would like to spend more time doing this like reading and learning and spending less time doing things like being on myspace. I intend on learning how to speak Polish. It would also be nice to make some new friends because I really dont have any down here right now, with the exception of Nate and Gay. I want to stop being such a pessimist all the time and learn to make the best of things and appreciate what I have. Maybe I can finally find out whatever my calling is in life, because I am sick of working these miserable jobs.
Also, I want it to get warm so I can ride my bike.
New years was alright, had a fun time hanging out with Nate and Gay. Just sat around and chilled all day. 2007 was honestly the most terrible year that I have experienced thus far. I have really laid alot of goals out for myself to make this year more rewarding and to stop spending so much time being a miserable beyotch. I want to eat healthier and maintain a healthier lifestyle in general. I would like to spend more time doing this like reading and learning and spending less time doing things like being on myspace. I intend on learning how to speak Polish. It would also be nice to make some new friends because I really dont have any down here right now, with the exception of Nate and Gay. I want to stop being such a pessimist all the time and learn to make the best of things and appreciate what I have. Maybe I can finally find out whatever my calling is in life, because I am sick of working these miserable jobs.
Also, I want it to get warm so I can ride my bike.