december killed the best of me

[jeannies_diary]

wish there was someone here to talk to right now. i probably wouldn't actually say much but i'd sure as hell love to listen to someone just tell me about things for hours on end. i'd enjoy the company of someone who can go on and on comfortably talking even if i'm just sitting there with a little stupid interjection only every 10 minutes or so, but they'd have to know when to shutup as well. i don't think i've ever met a person like that. do they exist? what am i even talking about?

i need to win the fucking lottery or something.