---Love Me For Me---
hey hey. wassup? me nuthin much just sittin here on my fat ass ~ as usual! sorry i didn't update yesterday i just wasn't in the mood. So, here's how my day went wednesday :
Woke up, went to the dentist & stayed FOREVER!! after that i stopped by mamie's (of course) then i FINALLY headed to school around 4th period >>lol<<. umm it was registration day so not too much workin went on, like it usually does anyway! And Stephen still hasn't talked to me. :( i wanna cry everytime i see him. I tell Kara everyday how i feel & she's like oh well. just get over it & its good that ya'll dont talk. but thats not what i want at all. and she said i shouldn't talk to him & she told me that he's not gonna talk to me because thats just how he is. so YAY great day.....NOT. well after school i went to church. it was lame but i hung out w/Glenn the whole time, he always makes me laugh so that was cool. and i felt like an idiot on the way home from church. like i wanted to stop by stephen's house s000 bad, but i didnt wanna just show up & him be mean to me, that would suck. so like i was drivin s000 slow by his job to see if he was there & all these folks were honkin at me! lol & i still never even seen his truck so i just went home & went to bed, i was sleepy anyways.
Ok enough about wednesday, now on to THURSDAY~~ today was >CRAPPY<. It was yet another day without stephen in my life & this really sux. i was like 1/2 inch away from him today at lunch & he didnt say one word. maybe i should just speak to him, but i don't want to because he's the one that told me he wanted space so i'm tryin to do what he wants. ugh, life is gay. well other than that runnin through my mind all day long, nuthin else happend. i took jenny home after school & came home. i did get to talk to my cousin kay! that made me happy because i love her so much & it sux that she lives so far away. she is comin to stay with me on thanksgiving ----can't wait! and i get to see the new baby. his name is "Blane", that is so adorable. so yeah i'm lookin forward to her, justin & blane comin, they are my favorite people on that side of the fam! lol well. not much to do now, so i'm goin to dry my hair. talk to ya tomorrow. -x0x0- <3 - Katie Bug