Nov 24, 2004 18:12
daddy told me, "life isnt fair." i need to keep that in mind.
i dont get to see aj tonyt..iono if ill see him tomarrow. we'll see i guess. im just so friggin emotional all the tym. theres nuthin me or aj can do about not seein each other...so i dont kno why im so pissed. its juss..iono..i guess sometyms i get my hopes up...and i shouldnt.
i was mean to aj on the phone. i shouldnt have been...he didnt deserve my attitude. :-\ i suck at bein a good girlfriend.
i love him...