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ok live journal changed a little since the last time i wrote. its been so long cause i havent gotten a chance to be online for very long when i get to a computer.
the forth season of the l word is about to start and the leader of the human rights campaign in new orleans is hosting an l word party at the pub on jan 7th. she called me and asked me to be her date but then britt told me she would be like "and this is my lovely date dillon" or some shit and i was like ohh helllll no.
its bad enough lisa picked my ass up and made me get on stage for my birthday. i was way too sober to be up there and my face was so red the whole time. i dont like being center of attention, at all. i had to answer a question when i was up there that was "how long is a pigs orgasm" and i looked around and everyone was like "30 mins 30 mins!!!" so i was like "30 mins" and wanted to get off stage so bad. ughh
the night of my bday was cool though, i got a lap dance from a stripper named daphne. i cut her hair and britt and her have this little crush thing going on but daphne's gf is skylar a drag king whose hair i cut too. anyway the lap dance was great. =)
lisa thinks shes the leader of the world and so does christie and the truth is is that theyre both so old and still think life revolves around whats happening at toxic next weekend. when will they get over it? why cant people stop going out everynight? its always the same people always the same thing. my problem is is that i dont know everyone and i get hit on everytime i go out. its a problem... cause i have a gf now.
yep a gf. its dawn. im pretty sure ive mentioned her before. shes the most sane out of everyone ive met but she feels like she doesnt have enough to show for her age. shes 27 and is a server at pfchangs with a college dipolma for sports management (she wants to be a personal trainer) and she's lived on her own for 8 years and is now back at home with her dad, whos shes never lived with, for 2 years. i wish i could help her find her place but she knows its all up to her. i can only do so much for people when the truth is is that id like to spend my whole life helping other people with their lives and not even have to worry about mine.
i havent been writing in my journal or crying. my emotions are bouncing around inside of me and driving me fucking insane.
i moved out of the place i was living in for a month and a half paying 1/3 of the rent but more than 5 people would take 2 showers a day, wash clothes everyday, use the dishwasher when its half full... all this shit i was paying over $500 for and i was living miserably with people who do nothing but complain and talk shit about people behind their backs. highschool never ends. im glad im out of there but hate the fact that im living with my dad again =(
i had a job at regis salon in lakeside mall shampooing hair for minimum wage plus shitty tips. the job drove me nuts, there i was the youngest again and people stepped all over me. i quit after the first month. made some cool/immature friends but i wasnt getting paid enough to be someones bitch. no thanks.
blahhhh thats enough for now. i have to get back to life and try to make things get back on track.
the forth season of the l word is about to start and the leader of the human rights campaign in new orleans is hosting an l word party at the pub on jan 7th. she called me and asked me to be her date but then britt told me she would be like "and this is my lovely date dillon" or some shit and i was like ohh helllll no.
its bad enough lisa picked my ass up and made me get on stage for my birthday. i was way too sober to be up there and my face was so red the whole time. i dont like being center of attention, at all. i had to answer a question when i was up there that was "how long is a pigs orgasm" and i looked around and everyone was like "30 mins 30 mins!!!" so i was like "30 mins" and wanted to get off stage so bad. ughh
the night of my bday was cool though, i got a lap dance from a stripper named daphne. i cut her hair and britt and her have this little crush thing going on but daphne's gf is skylar a drag king whose hair i cut too. anyway the lap dance was great. =)
lisa thinks shes the leader of the world and so does christie and the truth is is that theyre both so old and still think life revolves around whats happening at toxic next weekend. when will they get over it? why cant people stop going out everynight? its always the same people always the same thing. my problem is is that i dont know everyone and i get hit on everytime i go out. its a problem... cause i have a gf now.
yep a gf. its dawn. im pretty sure ive mentioned her before. shes the most sane out of everyone ive met but she feels like she doesnt have enough to show for her age. shes 27 and is a server at pfchangs with a college dipolma for sports management (she wants to be a personal trainer) and she's lived on her own for 8 years and is now back at home with her dad, whos shes never lived with, for 2 years. i wish i could help her find her place but she knows its all up to her. i can only do so much for people when the truth is is that id like to spend my whole life helping other people with their lives and not even have to worry about mine.
i havent been writing in my journal or crying. my emotions are bouncing around inside of me and driving me fucking insane.
i moved out of the place i was living in for a month and a half paying 1/3 of the rent but more than 5 people would take 2 showers a day, wash clothes everyday, use the dishwasher when its half full... all this shit i was paying over $500 for and i was living miserably with people who do nothing but complain and talk shit about people behind their backs. highschool never ends. im glad im out of there but hate the fact that im living with my dad again =(
i had a job at regis salon in lakeside mall shampooing hair for minimum wage plus shitty tips. the job drove me nuts, there i was the youngest again and people stepped all over me. i quit after the first month. made some cool/immature friends but i wasnt getting paid enough to be someones bitch. no thanks.
blahhhh thats enough for now. i have to get back to life and try to make things get back on track.