Update.....
Hope everyone is having good holidays. I have been in a whirl wind that just may be coming to a close. For the 1st time since Michael & I had to admit that we couldn't keep Virginia City going, say early '05.... I felt a slight easing of the pressure that has been so overwhelming to me. It didn't last... realtor told me of the impending commercial collape on loans.... but it was real for a few minutes. Thank you Jes, I have to believe the relief you have brought to my schedule & finances is responsible. It is so hard to face the facts of my venture of the past 10 or so years. I am not used to having things go sooo wrong. Neither is our economy.....When folks told me it was all going to fall down, I wanted to believe being positive would help. Dome & gloom don't help but making the sale of VaCity happen could have....It was so hard to get behind the idea of giving up on it all, now there isn't anything to give up on. Just a sale that hopefully will cover the loans that I have taken out. Now I am depressed again... but at least I wrote a post....