Just rambling.
I woke up at 6:45am yesterday morning to go to work at 8am, for my first training day at Olive Garden.
I watched a video and did great heaps of paper work, that I can't believe existed. Read the employee handbook outloud...like I was in 5th grade...Had 8 other training people in the class, two who most likely use to be hosts since they were familiar with the manager that was teaching it.
Then since I got like 2 and half hours of sleep I went back to bed, after making everyone breakfast. I didn't feel well the rest of the day waking up and going back to sleep the rest of it. I watched the end of swingers, the d list and 200 ciggerettes.
Becca decided to talk indepth about some stuff, I didn't really expect. I talked about some things I didn't really think I would touch on. That's what I like to do though, surprise myself into doing and thinking new things. Unlike other people I don't board my feelings up like a shack and tell people, it's private propert, and there is no tresspassing if they try to get in.
I almost got arrested the other day. That was hot. In more ways than one. Oh the policia. Don't you have better things to do? I guess not.
My dad lands in Vegas today, he told me on the phone this afternoon. I guess he will not be stopping by though. Too long driving time. I don't think it's been long enough anyways. I would much rather it be, when I may miss him, a little, unlike now.
I am back on my vampire schedule. I hate it, when I am like this because I feel sick all the time, with my brain being all fuck you it's light out.
People that I miss that it pisses me off - Anna, Adam and Andrew.
Yeah. I hate you guys.
I don't understand that. How can you be someones friend and then just up and decide one day, never to talk to them, or call them or anything? How does that work? And not just any friend, bestfriend.
Then I wonder if those relationships were ever real, or were they just false. I don't know if I believe in moving on with life, and losing contact. I think that's just a cop-out.
I don't know. I guess it wouldn't bother me so much, if I didn't think about it.
I also miss Ken, where the hell are you hmm?
Hey but I get health, and dental....and a 401k...and an emergency money with this company so why am I being so negative and needy? Tssh.
I watched a video and did great heaps of paper work, that I can't believe existed. Read the employee handbook outloud...like I was in 5th grade...Had 8 other training people in the class, two who most likely use to be hosts since they were familiar with the manager that was teaching it.
Then since I got like 2 and half hours of sleep I went back to bed, after making everyone breakfast. I didn't feel well the rest of the day waking up and going back to sleep the rest of it. I watched the end of swingers, the d list and 200 ciggerettes.
Becca decided to talk indepth about some stuff, I didn't really expect. I talked about some things I didn't really think I would touch on. That's what I like to do though, surprise myself into doing and thinking new things. Unlike other people I don't board my feelings up like a shack and tell people, it's private propert, and there is no tresspassing if they try to get in.
I almost got arrested the other day. That was hot. In more ways than one. Oh the policia. Don't you have better things to do? I guess not.
My dad lands in Vegas today, he told me on the phone this afternoon. I guess he will not be stopping by though. Too long driving time. I don't think it's been long enough anyways. I would much rather it be, when I may miss him, a little, unlike now.
I am back on my vampire schedule. I hate it, when I am like this because I feel sick all the time, with my brain being all fuck you it's light out.
People that I miss that it pisses me off - Anna, Adam and Andrew.
Yeah. I hate you guys.
I don't understand that. How can you be someones friend and then just up and decide one day, never to talk to them, or call them or anything? How does that work? And not just any friend, bestfriend.
Then I wonder if those relationships were ever real, or were they just false. I don't know if I believe in moving on with life, and losing contact. I think that's just a cop-out.
I don't know. I guess it wouldn't bother me so much, if I didn't think about it.
I also miss Ken, where the hell are you hmm?
Hey but I get health, and dental....and a 401k...and an emergency money with this company so why am I being so negative and needy? Tssh.