Sep 06, 2005 21:49
Kay, so like, I got fucked over a few times this week.
Its like a record.
1st off... David.
He just fucks with my head.
Cuz he knows I'm attatched to him cuz of certain reasons.
And its fucked up, cuz he takes advantage of it.
FUCK HIM AND HIS STUPID GAMES.
2nd... Dan.
When its just us 2 hes all over me and shit, and tells me how much he likes me.
But the second anyone at Joeys comes around, hes WAY too kool for me. I'm sick of that shit.
Mark my word, I'm done with him.
3rd... Javier.
Well, he didnt really fuck me over, yet.
He came and got me and took me to skool this morning.
Then he texted me in first and asked if I liked him, and I said yeah.
But, I doubt anything could happen, cuz he works at joeys, and all it will be is drama.
Which sucksssss.
Me and Corinne would like to say that all we need is eachother, but we know thats not true.
But I can tell you that if I didnt have her, my world would in pieces right now.
I need her, more then anyone right now.
I really miss Craig.
We had a talk the other night... it made me feel a little better about the situation.
I still think he needs to go back to the old him though.
I love who I hang out with now.
I feel welcomed by them now.
[Corinne, Ari, Dana, Craig, Camron, Kierra,Skott]
And then all the people at the Y & NST.
I feel comfortable around them, well, alot of the time.
Ryan Foreman came over last night, and we had a looong talk.
I really love that kid so much. He's one of my bestfriends.
He tells me everything & I tell him everything.
Its wonderful.
I miss Jacob, and he misses me... But things will NEVER be the same. And I doubt we'll get back together.
In Corinnes words " I FUCKING HATE BOYS, I HOPE THEY ALL JUST OFF A CLIFF"