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WHY DO I LET HIM GET TO ME?
He's a 15 year old selfish bitch.
He cares about no one but himself.
He used me, and fucked me over.
But yet, I still care?
WHY?
Is it because he was my first?
If thats the case, then I regret. 100%.
This is hard.
Its killing me.
Why cant we just be friends?
I was balling my eyes out.
I needed to talk to someone.
But I stopped... and realized I didnt have anyone to call.
I have friends, but, the ones I do have, I feel like I cant talk to them.
I dont want to run to them when I need them.
But, sometimes I have to?
Sooo, I ran to Craig.
He said what I figured he'd say... That I'm dumb and that its not that hard to just NOT talk to someone.
He's wrong.
It is hard.
Help? Someone.
He's a 15 year old selfish bitch.
He cares about no one but himself.
He used me, and fucked me over.
But yet, I still care?
WHY?
Is it because he was my first?
If thats the case, then I regret. 100%.
This is hard.
Its killing me.
Why cant we just be friends?
I was balling my eyes out.
I needed to talk to someone.
But I stopped... and realized I didnt have anyone to call.
I have friends, but, the ones I do have, I feel like I cant talk to them.
I dont want to run to them when I need them.
But, sometimes I have to?
Sooo, I ran to Craig.
He said what I figured he'd say... That I'm dumb and that its not that hard to just NOT talk to someone.
He's wrong.
It is hard.
Help? Someone.