Dec 05, 2002 00:16
argh im exhausted. for anyone who understands this, im sorry for the code names. it was hurtful and stupid. as tim puts it i should "vent to a word doc if i wanna do that". and he's right. :: grumble:: i hate admiting im wrong. again im sorry.
on another note. i was stuck at school til midnight tonight. it was KICKIN. ahhaha my car wouldn't start so my dad had to come back and jump it and it would'nt jump. it did on the fourth try and then we realized we used my key and we were going to switch cars so he could take mine in. so i had to take out my keys and we had to jump it again. it worked tho on the second (sixth total) try. tight. so now i have a car that no one knows about and is unregistered and i can park in the upper lot! hehehe sneaky. i can park right next to all the other seniors that park in the upper lot. heheh. i hope we get our approval soon. hello. class board where are you? well it's one oclock now and im totally wired.
we had the advent service tonight. i thought it went well. supposedly some guy read chelseas gospel again. hehehe i thought that was funny. i didn't even notice. at afterglow henry tommy marina and i had fun tuning out solos in the recording for split seconds. fun stuff. i actually had a lot of fun surprisingly. tommy's revealing his nice side and it's really nice. i hated all the animosity. ok the oes email is down again and i can't get my hw off public folders. argh. it's so frustrating when computers don't work. im such a dork. im making packing lists for college. like first i made a record of every piece of clothing down to pairs of socks. then i documented all my cds and the books im taking. then the odd stuff. like my stereo, a laptop certain stuffed animals. yeh. then the photos. and storage boxes. and bath stuff. yeh im a dork. or i just really really want to go to college. i hope i get into syracuse.
i wonder if everything happens for a reason...what if there were no coincidences. this thought is completely unrelated to college and i dont' know what made me start thinking about it but i was just sitting here wondering that. that'd be weird. like i am supposed to do everything i do good or bad. like people are meant to die when they do even if it's young. i dunno. it's just a weird thought. ok i think it's late enough that im starting to ramble. gonna go.