damn to long
17 weeks, 4 months 1 week pregnant !!
I think this is the longest where I havent wrote in here, Venessa I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU, same goes for yassy, kristen, ericka, asha mofo, and everyone else... I met the sweetest guy!! seriously he is the biggest sweetheart out there !! and look we made it a week without fighting, thats more then I can say about any of my past relations, and I dont think I have been this happy in such a long time! or ever felt this way... when Im with him all my problems go away, DJ is exactly what I been looking for, its times like these that makes it all worth wild all the heart aches and breaks, all the assholes and hard times, the pain just disapeared when I first met him !! I'll have some pictures tonight w/us, I think were gonna go to the beach, I havent been to the beach in so long, but anyways yeah... I went to the doctors yesterday, the babys fine, may 27 is when im getting the sonagram done and finding out what it is, but all thats been on my mind is how im gonna afford to raise this child, I just have to have hope and pray, Im putting all my trust in god !! but this summer is gonna be a blast, until my water breaks :( kristens moving down in june/july sometime, were best friends and we havent even met once, lol !! shes gonna stay with me (oh wow deja vu) and shes gonna be the nanny for the baby, but its gonna be fun, were gonna have all sorts of yummy dairy products around the house, lol !! and partays over hurr !!! and then nicole is still hopefully moving down here this summer, and june im gonna be going up to washington for a baby shower, I wanted to go to prom with nicole and do her hair for her, but im trying my hardest to be up there by then !! its gonna be so weird !! anyways im gonna go back to bed, and I'll write in here more often !!! I LOVE YOU ALL !!! and keep me in touch with your life !!