confidental ?? nothings confidental in my world
First what I want you to do is think to yourself, your personal opinion on change, think hard and decide right, because as soon as you state it and have it made up in your mind you, theres really no going back, whatever "change" means to you effects your whole entire world, but basically your perspective on your whole entire world gives "change" the meaning it has to you.
Change for me isnt good and I cant totally back that up and say it has never been good because it has but in what Ive went through and Challanged myself is tearing me down takings peices of me at times , and if it is good it doesnt last long... or maybe im reversing everything here, but the matter of the fact is... I HATE CHANGE, ever since 4 years ago, I hate it... I dont want to deal it, I dont want anything to do with it because it takes everything I know and flips it upside down. Metaphorically its like a rollarcoaster ride preferably the wild cat (and if you ever road the wild cat, you know thats a jerky ride) but after you eat right after you eat, 3 bean burritos, soda (pop), chicken sandwhich, and a lb. of french fries (havent experienced this metaphor personally yet and dont plan on it) the outcome of it isnt good. This I must say has been the bumpiest ride in my entire life, the most confusing, its time like these where I just want to quick myself, because before mishaps, I knew who I was and what I wanted in life and now im sitting here clueless... lost and a feeling inside that is simular to being alone... well my dad needs the comp... so i'll write more tonight !
Change for me isnt good and I cant totally back that up and say it has never been good because it has but in what Ive went through and Challanged myself is tearing me down takings peices of me at times , and if it is good it doesnt last long... or maybe im reversing everything here, but the matter of the fact is... I HATE CHANGE, ever since 4 years ago, I hate it... I dont want to deal it, I dont want anything to do with it because it takes everything I know and flips it upside down. Metaphorically its like a rollarcoaster ride preferably the wild cat (and if you ever road the wild cat, you know thats a jerky ride) but after you eat right after you eat, 3 bean burritos, soda (pop), chicken sandwhich, and a lb. of french fries (havent experienced this metaphor personally yet and dont plan on it) the outcome of it isnt good. This I must say has been the bumpiest ride in my entire life, the most confusing, its time like these where I just want to quick myself, because before mishaps, I knew who I was and what I wanted in life and now im sitting here clueless... lost and a feeling inside that is simular to being alone... well my dad needs the comp... so i'll write more tonight !