wrap your arms around me til your knuckles are burnin white
its nice to have a fun weekend after a really long and hard time. ive been super stressed out lately.
it was karla's bday weekend :) so we went clubbin friday night and etc. LOL super fun drunk people are funny. then we went to go look at apartments the next day. soo pretty! ugh i need money to pay for crap. situations suck.
ive been feeling unlucky lately. :\ I don't know what to do with myself!
sunday i had din with kt and mary! we ate vollcaanoo! yummmyy.
today, i hung out with selena and karla and jasmine. grownup drama sucks. :\ some people just suck. those people shouldn't be allowed to leave their houses. but anyway, we ate at taco lita + tap. it was alright.. but the company was awesome.
i realized i need to not be left alone at home. my mind races and things just don't get done.
i need something new. a new place, a new face, a new everything. im ready for a change. i know i've been saying that for awhile now, but i honestly don't know what to do now that i've tried a bunch of different things. nothing reallly fits. besides rekindling old friendships like with kaka and selena. i forgot how much fun we had. <3 op we're so much fun. :)
ew my teacher was talking about how in 2 years we're going to be out in the real world and ugh. thats disgusting. i just want to be ready for it when it comes. none of this doubt stuff. i can't have doubt anymore. i need to just pay my dues, get my shit done, be happy. thats it.
i need to not be out of it. i neeeeed help.
it was karla's bday weekend :) so we went clubbin friday night and etc. LOL super fun drunk people are funny. then we went to go look at apartments the next day. soo pretty! ugh i need money to pay for crap. situations suck.
ive been feeling unlucky lately. :\ I don't know what to do with myself!
sunday i had din with kt and mary! we ate vollcaanoo! yummmyy.
today, i hung out with selena and karla and jasmine. grownup drama sucks. :\ some people just suck. those people shouldn't be allowed to leave their houses. but anyway, we ate at taco lita + tap. it was alright.. but the company was awesome.
i realized i need to not be left alone at home. my mind races and things just don't get done.
i need something new. a new place, a new face, a new everything. im ready for a change. i know i've been saying that for awhile now, but i honestly don't know what to do now that i've tried a bunch of different things. nothing reallly fits. besides rekindling old friendships like with kaka and selena. i forgot how much fun we had. <3 op we're so much fun. :)
ew my teacher was talking about how in 2 years we're going to be out in the real world and ugh. thats disgusting. i just want to be ready for it when it comes. none of this doubt stuff. i can't have doubt anymore. i need to just pay my dues, get my shit done, be happy. thats it.
i need to not be out of it. i neeeeed help.