Nov 15, 2008 11:03
i'll be the first one to jump out and say it, i don't have a perfect family and we are beyond ever fixing it. i loose patience easily with them, i go days without talking to them, and etc. and ive tried changing it, but it just wont. some people never change and some situations never change. i'm sick and tired of listening to my mom nag at me and use irrelevant details to make me feel like a terrible person. whatever. i am at a point where it doesn't even matter anymore i just want my own family in the future. the kind that isn't like this.
anyway, i watched spring awakening last night with therese. it was really good. pretty heavy though i have to admit. and it was really intense... hahah. i just want to say how proud i am of myself for being able to find the ahmanson and the way back home without having to call my mom or consult my map. commuting to school has its benefits. i love how all the trees have lights on them now. yayy christmas :)
i have 11 or so school days left. YES. then random finals i dont know whats going on for that.