Aug 11, 2004 21:51
Ok everyone...I GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE ALMOST ALL DAY TODAY!!!! YIPPIE!
Sorry, mom finally got her car fixed and everything...so I got to go drive around for a while. Today went by really fast for me. I mean I had to go to the store with mom and everything. Then I had to take my sister and her friend to the movies, but before that went and picked up Mandi. But after we dropped them off we went to the mall and went and searched for a clear nose stud...Because I really need it before I have to go back to school...Which I do not want to do. Ya its my last year...blah blah blah but ya know I hate just about everyone there. Minus a couple.
Anyways then later I found the cutest little monkey...and just had to buy it. And instead of it getting to the person it was suppose to be for...my 3-year old nephew stole it instead. But shortly after that I met Amanda at the little ball field at the park because she was going to ask mom if I could go to Kanasas with her and her mother this weekend. So thats where I might be this weekend. So far its a go...but ya never know what might happen. But then I went with her and just hung out with her for a while.
I feel so bad for her right now because I know that she is going through so much and here lately...I have just been making things probably more difficult for her because just things arent going so good over here but anytime that I do talk to her I feel like I try and make everything all about me. And seeing that I know you read this...I am sorry about that. And no matter what I will always be here even when you do want to try and get rid of me. Because it wont happen! MUHAHAHAHA!!
Also feel that I do the same to Mandi as well. And well like when I cant get a hold of Amanda or something then I call Mandi and I just feel like I treat her like shes 2nd rate or something. And I dont mean it at all. And I try not to..but I know that I do do it. And I am soooo sorry for it as well.
I love you guys! And no matter what is going on with me....I will always make time for yall. Well unless I've died...which even then I will still be there for you...you would just have to come to the place with all the decomposing bodies that I am lying next to and talk to me that a way.
But anyways until next time....