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So this weekend was pretty brutal. Saturday and Sunday went well, Friday was a cluster fuck though. Saturday me and Mike roadtripped down to Tuscon to catch the Dead To Fall show, hung out with the boys, saw a buddy or two, good times. Went to a party after the fact, and mike went for a beer run at 1:30 AM and came back with a full keg. Slept in the truck so I didnt have to drive anywhere. Brutal, havent done that in forever. So on Friday, we went to a local place, to play some fooseball, and ended up staying a little later than planned because we were waiting for Mikes girlfriend who wanted to meet us up there. I come back from the bathroom, and Mike is having words with some guys at the bar. I come up, try to settle these fuckers down, and this guy calls me a little fat piece of shit, and smacks me. I really dont think I have a Napoleon complex, but a chip on my shoulder for sure, Ive been pushed around before I could handle myself, and I do not take well to people laying hands on me, and especially not after a few beers. Anyway, I literally turn the other cheek, I dont want to maim some poor bastard in a bar that I kinda like. He smacks me again literally over nothing. Furious Jean makes an apperance. I arm locked him onto his tippie toes, the let him loose right into the hardest smack Ive ever thrown, took him clean off his feet, and then square up to his friend, who all of a sudden didnt want to fight me. Somehow, I still feel bad. I didnt start this beef, I didnt provoke this guy, I gave him every chance to not fuck around, and when he got what he was asking for, somehow I still feel guilty. I think I fell bad because I knew I could handle him, his friend, and whoever else wanted to step in, thats not a self aggrandizing blowhard comment, its the raw truth. I train hard, and have for almost 12 years. Its a fact. Just cause Im short, like to laugh and smile, does not mean I wont break your arm if you make me. But I will feel bad for you later. Dont swing on the easy target hard-asses, sometimes its a very very bad idea.