this will most likely BORE you guys, but it has to be said
i am still very much in love with my ex-boyfriend, brandon.
we hung out the other night, and it just made me think of all of the times we had together. all the good & bad. the happy & sad. it almost brought tears to my eyes. it was the first time we hung out since july, or so, and maybe the 3rd time hanging out since christmas break last year. we dont talk much, but i see him everyday because we go to the same school. his best friend told me he gets nervous around me. i've seen it happen, so i believe him. brandons best friend's father told me him getting nervous means he likes me ? idk what to believe though. if someone asks him if he likes me, he says no, unless its his best friend of course. i can tell by the look in his eyes, but he wont tell me anything. idk what to do.
i dont know if i want him back, or i just want to know what it feels like for him to love me again. to just have that
he was a very, very wonderful, sweet, loving boyfriend.
he's the only guy i never really care about being stupid around, because it honest-to-god doesn't matter to him. he loved me, he. loved. me. there's a guy who i have a crush on sort of, i don't know him but he's lovely but i like seeing him. i'll never feel comfortable around him. we don't know each other, don't talk, and i always want to look extra pretty when i'm going to see him. with brandon, it doesn't matter. i have a picture of brandon and me from our first date, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. i miss him.
i miss him so much.
we hung out the other night, and it just made me think of all of the times we had together. all the good & bad. the happy & sad. it almost brought tears to my eyes. it was the first time we hung out since july, or so, and maybe the 3rd time hanging out since christmas break last year. we dont talk much, but i see him everyday because we go to the same school. his best friend told me he gets nervous around me. i've seen it happen, so i believe him. brandons best friend's father told me him getting nervous means he likes me ? idk what to believe though. if someone asks him if he likes me, he says no, unless its his best friend of course. i can tell by the look in his eyes, but he wont tell me anything. idk what to do.
i dont know if i want him back, or i just want to know what it feels like for him to love me again. to just have that
he was a very, very wonderful, sweet, loving boyfriend.
he's the only guy i never really care about being stupid around, because it honest-to-god doesn't matter to him. he loved me, he. loved. me. there's a guy who i have a crush on sort of, i don't know him but he's lovely but i like seeing him. i'll never feel comfortable around him. we don't know each other, don't talk, and i always want to look extra pretty when i'm going to see him. with brandon, it doesn't matter. i have a picture of brandon and me from our first date, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. i miss him.
i miss him so much.