Stupid in love
Title: Stupid in love (1-3 chaptered)
Au: me
Parings: Ariyama, Yamachii [fake], Tadaiki...
Rating: PG (maybe higher in the next)
Genre: angst, romance
Sum: After 2 years being lovers, Ariyama felt tension in the relationship and decided to break up despite the fact that they were still in love. What happened when Yamada started to date with Chinen and Daiki with Takaki ? What would Chinen, who loved Yamada for a long time, do if he knew that he made use of him to make Daiki come back ? Mistake, regret, pain. Will they find their true love after all
Note: Red color is Yamada's POV; Blue is CHINEN'S
Let me tell you something
Never, have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right
_Rihanna_
Part 1
I know I have no right to ask him to come back but some how part of me says that I don't want everything to end like this.
I still wonder if two past years being together means anything to him.
"Yamachan, let's break up"
"Why?" - asked I with almost broken voice.
"We're tired, you know"
My mind tells me that it comes to an end while my heart keeps aching seeing him with another man. I don't know what comes to my mind when I decide to draw up a plan, a terrible plan to make him come back by my side
If only I knew the consequence this selfish and crazy plan led to.
If only I knew it could make me suffer more...
Sadly I am blind all the time...
Two months since the day Yamada and Arioka broke up, to all JUMP's members surprise, they had been a couple for a long time. Though being the most famous and talented in the group, Yamada was such a fragile boy, a emotional heart covered by cool appearance. Almost no one except Daiki can see through him, he treated him with care and gentleness, he listened and shared with him all incredible suffering he must go through to be a big star. He hid his true feeling from everyone but Daiki, who he trusted with all heart, by Daiki, he can be himseft, no fakery, no make-up mask, no need to pretend to smile if he didn't want to he lived with all his own real emotion. That was why he loved him as a reliable brother as well as a passionate lover.
He felt wretched when Daiki said he wanted to break up without reason. Was it true that he was tired of being with him ? How could he dump him like that after all precious memories they shared ? Yamada couldn't face up to the fact. Besides he suffered greater misery seeing Takaki was closer to his beloved one day by day. He needed to do something to prevent that, to keep Daiki by his side.
Yamada was relaxing on his favorite couch, reading his favorite yankee manga. Suddenly he felt something heavy pressed on his lap. He turned up his eyes and met a familiar figure, someone with a noticeable small but nimble body, a cute voice, a pleasant scent he loved to sniff, a pretty like-angel face he couldn't find any suitable words to describe, but what he loved most was his beautiful broad smile which never failed to appear on his face. His smile made he feel indescribably calm and secured, smoothed all his bad emotion.
"Oh, hi Yuuri. What's wrong with your face? You seem not to be in good mood." asked Yamada.
" I'm bored" . Said he while titling his head aside, pouted his lips cutely. " No one wanna play with me, they're very crude". Yamada smiled slightly. Who else in this world can resist this boy's cuteness, he was so childish at the age of 17.
"Ryosuke don't wanna play with me too, right", said Chinen with sulky face and almost teary eyes. The smile on Yamada's face disappeared. "No,no I want. What do you want me to play with you ?". With a devilish smile, Chinen took the manga out of his reach, replacing it with a bowl of fresh strawberries. "Feed me", he requested and Yamada nodded, he never failed to make everyone obey and spoil him. He was such a spoiled brat, always behaving like a child but no one can get angry with him for a second. Yes, they felt annoyed but can't be angry, especially Yamada. Although they were almost the same age, Yamada always felt like a concerned father or a big brother when it came to Chinen, so he tried to spoil the smaller boy as much as he could. They were close, not mentioned the fact that they did some fan service a true couple;however, their relationship looked like a cute pet and its owner rather than lovers.
But was it true that there was not something more than that ...
In the middle of the funny and happy moment between the pet and owner, the door suddenly opened, revealing Daiki and Takaki. They immediately stopped the activity and looked up. For several seconds, Yamada's eyes met Daiki's, who was standing like statue at the front door, his arm around Takaki's wrist. Yamada noticed it, a chill run through his body,finally he pushed Chinen off him a bit hard. Chinen was shocked at hist friend's behavior, he seemed to be hurt but immediately covered it.
"Oh. Hi Daichan, Takaki wanna join us".,he hum happily.
"You two seem to be having fun. Hey Daiki shall we ..." Takaki's words were cut.
"Sorry Chii. We still have work to do meet you later ok".
"Ok"
He dragged Takaki away from the rest room without a word.
"What's wrong with Daiki? He's so strange, right Ryosuke. OI hey Ryosuke?"
Chinen's voice cut his thought, his mind back to reality. Something had come up his mind.
"Nothing. I'm just daydreaming a little". he smiled
"Jaa. I must go now." Chinen was about to stand up and walk away. All of sudden Yamada hold his hand.
I still don't know what happened to me that time. I don't know why that stupid plan appeared in my mind. I just did it selfishly and I didn't even realize that I hurt you deeply. I am a fool after all.
When my eyes met his beautiful eyes, I felt something wrong about me, and about what I was going to do. But the desire of having Daiki by my side made me blind again, again I didn't realize the sadness in his eyes, again I hurt him with my own hand.
"Do you like me, Yuri?" I whispered.
"What ...wh...at do you me...an?" He stuttered with shock on his face, seemed not believe what he had heard. He blushed madly maybe because he didn't thought I knew he loved me from the beginning. I thought he was so cute with his eyes widened, his red pinched cheeked when he looked at me straightly. Somehow it made me feel like doki doki.
"I wanna know if you like me or not because I like you and want you to become my boyfriend."
I haven't finished it yet but I will try to post the next one tonight, it's short may be 2,3 chapters for all
Au: me
Parings: Ariyama, Yamachii [fake], Tadaiki...
Rating: PG (maybe higher in the next)
Genre: angst, romance
Sum: After 2 years being lovers, Ariyama felt tension in the relationship and decided to break up despite the fact that they were still in love. What happened when Yamada started to date with Chinen and Daiki with Takaki ? What would Chinen, who loved Yamada for a long time, do if he knew that he made use of him to make Daiki come back ? Mistake, regret, pain. Will they find their true love after all
Note: Red color is Yamada's POV; Blue is CHINEN'S
Let me tell you something
Never, have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right
_Rihanna_
Part 1
I know I have no right to ask him to come back but some how part of me says that I don't want everything to end like this.
I still wonder if two past years being together means anything to him.
"Yamachan, let's break up"
"Why?" - asked I with almost broken voice.
"We're tired, you know"
My mind tells me that it comes to an end while my heart keeps aching seeing him with another man. I don't know what comes to my mind when I decide to draw up a plan, a terrible plan to make him come back by my side
If only I knew the consequence this selfish and crazy plan led to.
If only I knew it could make me suffer more...
Sadly I am blind all the time...
Two months since the day Yamada and Arioka broke up, to all JUMP's members surprise, they had been a couple for a long time. Though being the most famous and talented in the group, Yamada was such a fragile boy, a emotional heart covered by cool appearance. Almost no one except Daiki can see through him, he treated him with care and gentleness, he listened and shared with him all incredible suffering he must go through to be a big star. He hid his true feeling from everyone but Daiki, who he trusted with all heart, by Daiki, he can be himseft, no fakery, no make-up mask, no need to pretend to smile if he didn't want to he lived with all his own real emotion. That was why he loved him as a reliable brother as well as a passionate lover.
He felt wretched when Daiki said he wanted to break up without reason. Was it true that he was tired of being with him ? How could he dump him like that after all precious memories they shared ? Yamada couldn't face up to the fact. Besides he suffered greater misery seeing Takaki was closer to his beloved one day by day. He needed to do something to prevent that, to keep Daiki by his side.
Yamada was relaxing on his favorite couch, reading his favorite yankee manga. Suddenly he felt something heavy pressed on his lap. He turned up his eyes and met a familiar figure, someone with a noticeable small but nimble body, a cute voice, a pleasant scent he loved to sniff, a pretty like-angel face he couldn't find any suitable words to describe, but what he loved most was his beautiful broad smile which never failed to appear on his face. His smile made he feel indescribably calm and secured, smoothed all his bad emotion.
"Oh, hi Yuuri. What's wrong with your face? You seem not to be in good mood." asked Yamada.
" I'm bored" . Said he while titling his head aside, pouted his lips cutely. " No one wanna play with me, they're very crude". Yamada smiled slightly. Who else in this world can resist this boy's cuteness, he was so childish at the age of 17.
"Ryosuke don't wanna play with me too, right", said Chinen with sulky face and almost teary eyes. The smile on Yamada's face disappeared. "No,no I want. What do you want me to play with you ?". With a devilish smile, Chinen took the manga out of his reach, replacing it with a bowl of fresh strawberries. "Feed me", he requested and Yamada nodded, he never failed to make everyone obey and spoil him. He was such a spoiled brat, always behaving like a child but no one can get angry with him for a second. Yes, they felt annoyed but can't be angry, especially Yamada. Although they were almost the same age, Yamada always felt like a concerned father or a big brother when it came to Chinen, so he tried to spoil the smaller boy as much as he could. They were close, not mentioned the fact that they did some fan service a true couple;however, their relationship looked like a cute pet and its owner rather than lovers.
But was it true that there was not something more than that ...
In the middle of the funny and happy moment between the pet and owner, the door suddenly opened, revealing Daiki and Takaki. They immediately stopped the activity and looked up. For several seconds, Yamada's eyes met Daiki's, who was standing like statue at the front door, his arm around Takaki's wrist. Yamada noticed it, a chill run through his body,finally he pushed Chinen off him a bit hard. Chinen was shocked at hist friend's behavior, he seemed to be hurt but immediately covered it.
"Oh. Hi Daichan, Takaki wanna join us".,he hum happily.
"You two seem to be having fun. Hey Daiki shall we ..." Takaki's words were cut.
"Sorry Chii. We still have work to do meet you later ok".
"Ok"
He dragged Takaki away from the rest room without a word.
"What's wrong with Daiki? He's so strange, right Ryosuke. OI hey Ryosuke?"
Chinen's voice cut his thought, his mind back to reality. Something had come up his mind.
"Nothing. I'm just daydreaming a little". he smiled
"Jaa. I must go now." Chinen was about to stand up and walk away. All of sudden Yamada hold his hand.
I still don't know what happened to me that time. I don't know why that stupid plan appeared in my mind. I just did it selfishly and I didn't even realize that I hurt you deeply. I am a fool after all.
When my eyes met his beautiful eyes, I felt something wrong about me, and about what I was going to do. But the desire of having Daiki by my side made me blind again, again I didn't realize the sadness in his eyes, again I hurt him with my own hand.
"Do you like me, Yuri?" I whispered.
"What ...wh...at do you me...an?" He stuttered with shock on his face, seemed not believe what he had heard. He blushed madly maybe because he didn't thought I knew he loved me from the beginning. I thought he was so cute with his eyes widened, his red pinched cheeked when he looked at me straightly. Somehow it made me feel like doki doki.
"I wanna know if you like me or not because I like you and want you to become my boyfriend."
I haven't finished it yet but I will try to post the next one tonight, it's short may be 2,3 chapters for all