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Had a couple of people over the place and hung out, it was really nice. I think I just saw the most beautiful girl with the prettiest smile ever. She is from Bulgaria and has this really mysterious thing about her, that I cant really explain. It was just really nice to sit across her and look at her, it was kind of comfortable. After the whole Bree thing I decided to take a little time off, but I could def see myself next to this girl.
My brother decided to hang out tonight, which made no sense to me...but whatever. Everytime we hang out and girls are around us he likes to be in control and make sure that everyone knows that he is older and more mature. Not tonight though, he made really nice comments about me and told nice things to the girls. It was surprising, cos I know he was looking at the Bulgarian girl the whole time. It made me feel like he let me have this one. Im not sure what that was all about, but I like it.
We have this neighbor, she has 3 little kids and she is African-American, really nice lady. She always says hello when we see her in the hallway and always smiles. She came over tonight and knowcked on the door to tell me that my car was nlocked and that it would be better for me to lock it during the night. She asked me if we were partying. I said yes and decided to joke around and ask her if she wants to come in for a drink. She is a small lady with a Tiger tattoo on her right arm. Like one of those girl you see in the rap videos. Honestly, she was very attrective, but still our neighbor. Anyways, she came in for second and told me she would come back when she puts her kids to bed. I closed the door and thought to myself...what the fuck just happened??? Then I went to the kitchen and had a Jack Daniels and smoked a cigg. She never came back.
I am feeling more comfortable every day in this house. It almost feels like home. I hope I can find someone soon, I am getting lonely and this place is too big to be alone. I like to cook a meal and sit down with my girlfiend and enjoy this place. I think I would just like someone next to me, sort of tell me if I am doing things right and asure me that it is the right way. What happened to love? I dont get it.
I start working soon again. John was supposed to come with me to Los Angeles, but he has not called me. I dont know who to take...this is where a girl would be perfect. Go away for a couple of day, make good money, and just enjoy the weekend together in Cali. It could be nice, but it will probably end up me going alone and not knowing what to do in a big city.
I guess that is all for now.
My brother decided to hang out tonight, which made no sense to me...but whatever. Everytime we hang out and girls are around us he likes to be in control and make sure that everyone knows that he is older and more mature. Not tonight though, he made really nice comments about me and told nice things to the girls. It was surprising, cos I know he was looking at the Bulgarian girl the whole time. It made me feel like he let me have this one. Im not sure what that was all about, but I like it.
We have this neighbor, she has 3 little kids and she is African-American, really nice lady. She always says hello when we see her in the hallway and always smiles. She came over tonight and knowcked on the door to tell me that my car was nlocked and that it would be better for me to lock it during the night. She asked me if we were partying. I said yes and decided to joke around and ask her if she wants to come in for a drink. She is a small lady with a Tiger tattoo on her right arm. Like one of those girl you see in the rap videos. Honestly, she was very attrective, but still our neighbor. Anyways, she came in for second and told me she would come back when she puts her kids to bed. I closed the door and thought to myself...what the fuck just happened??? Then I went to the kitchen and had a Jack Daniels and smoked a cigg. She never came back.
I am feeling more comfortable every day in this house. It almost feels like home. I hope I can find someone soon, I am getting lonely and this place is too big to be alone. I like to cook a meal and sit down with my girlfiend and enjoy this place. I think I would just like someone next to me, sort of tell me if I am doing things right and asure me that it is the right way. What happened to love? I dont get it.
I start working soon again. John was supposed to come with me to Los Angeles, but he has not called me. I dont know who to take...this is where a girl would be perfect. Go away for a couple of day, make good money, and just enjoy the weekend together in Cali. It could be nice, but it will probably end up me going alone and not knowing what to do in a big city.
I guess that is all for now.