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[je_suis_jesi]

so i've noticed a trend in my day-off habits.

wake up
make all these lists in my head of what i want and need to do
shower
make some tea
sit and space out..thinking
warm my tea up
neaten up a couple things in my room
decide to put off doing anything
remember my tea is in the microwave, cold again
space out/think more about nothing
the day is over and i put off actually doing anything at all. even doing nothing.
im putting off doing nothing right now.

all i do is space out. i have no urge to do anything ever.

i dont really know what to think of all that?