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i am happy and not happy about going back to school.
happy because? well, everyone i knew previously in my life to be my friends have all completely changed into these sort of shells of their former selves. relying on what other people do and think they'll be more fun if they do to make them happy. maybe these people were always shells? some of them im sure, but not all. mostly due to a lack of any self confidence, self assurance, or..who knows. something like that. you just aren't secure people. alot of things change people. people change everyday. ive changed. its not so much that. its that all of these people i used to know don't know how to be themselves. they've become just like everyone else. another faceless, boring, uninteresting person.
so to all of you, way to go. high five yourselves and the people around you whom you have turned into. holding on to what you really are and what makes you unique as a person? why bother? when you can be just like everyone else and spend your nights turning into drones. have fun!
to the 3 or 4 people who i actually bothered to see me while i was home and got to say goodbye to, thanks for not turning into another person who's not worth the effort.
except sean and dan, i didn't really get to say goodbye to you. but really, all 4 of you are awesome.
and sean. ..i want to see a kenan and kel comic..
happy because? well, everyone i knew previously in my life to be my friends have all completely changed into these sort of shells of their former selves. relying on what other people do and think they'll be more fun if they do to make them happy. maybe these people were always shells? some of them im sure, but not all. mostly due to a lack of any self confidence, self assurance, or..who knows. something like that. you just aren't secure people. alot of things change people. people change everyday. ive changed. its not so much that. its that all of these people i used to know don't know how to be themselves. they've become just like everyone else. another faceless, boring, uninteresting person.
so to all of you, way to go. high five yourselves and the people around you whom you have turned into. holding on to what you really are and what makes you unique as a person? why bother? when you can be just like everyone else and spend your nights turning into drones. have fun!
to the 3 or 4 people who i actually bothered to see me while i was home and got to say goodbye to, thanks for not turning into another person who's not worth the effort.
except sean and dan, i didn't really get to say goodbye to you. but really, all 4 of you are awesome.
and sean. ..i want to see a kenan and kel comic..