long time..
so this thing was sooo middle school. but whatever i'll post soemthing i guess.
im feeling like heaven..and God..and all that. is..fake? i mena i love God, but heaven seems more and more like a V.I.P club then it does eternal salvation. like. i've done so many against the ten commandments things, that i feel like God doenst even like..want me. im def. not super-religous like some kids. aka josh kemper? i mena i liek him. whatever, he can be spiritual if he wants thats him. but thats not me. i like being sexual and free, and not inhibited by religion or rules. is that bad? like. a few nighst ago. i came in at like 330 from being out in the woods with mike. and my parents didnt know where i was, and...i sat in my room and thought why did i just do that? what if i was killed? and i was like..mad at myself. but i still do that stuff. because..i wnat to? is that bad?
God confuses me so much.
im feeling like heaven..and God..and all that. is..fake? i mena i love God, but heaven seems more and more like a V.I.P club then it does eternal salvation. like. i've done so many against the ten commandments things, that i feel like God doenst even like..want me. im def. not super-religous like some kids. aka josh kemper? i mena i liek him. whatever, he can be spiritual if he wants thats him. but thats not me. i like being sexual and free, and not inhibited by religion or rules. is that bad? like. a few nighst ago. i came in at like 330 from being out in the woods with mike. and my parents didnt know where i was, and...i sat in my room and thought why did i just do that? what if i was killed? and i was like..mad at myself. but i still do that stuff. because..i wnat to? is that bad?
God confuses me so much.