It's saturday and where am I? At work. Just waiting to pass the time I'm origami-ing. If there is even such a word. Past week was very heinous for me. I had thought that I would be able to get a well deserved break during the school holidays but sadly I had to come back to work and even cancel my off days. So instead of taking 3 off days, I ended up with none. I have got like 40+ hours of time off to clear and including today it may just have shot up to like 50 hours. I gained weight and then lost it and then gained again. Stress!
My back is breaking and I'm sore from all this workload. I have more to do but I think it will just have to wait. I really need a break. Another trip across the border perhaps? Or maybe just a full body massage or a relaxing spa retreat in Batam. Then, there'll be the occassional financial "crisis". The recession really have not affected me in so much as it may be affecting others. Some think that its actually a blessing in disguise but for others just a total heartache. For me, it's nuetral. I'm glad my family is not affected by it at all. I already have a financial burden even before the recession struck. After reading what MM Lee had said about the how long Singapore will recover from this recession ( he estimated it to be 2 to 3 years ) I hope that this recession ends fast.
==> Quick Fact: Did you know that recession hit Singapore in 2008 and companies have started to fire their employees as early as February 2008?
==> Quick Fact 2: Singapore Icon, the Merlion, get struck by lightning. A sign to show that recession is gonna be at its worst. And it is. The worse since the last recession after WWI
Recession aside. Matters of the heart. We've been arguing lately and I think both of us are getting more debatal each time we converse on a certain topic which ends up in an argument. It's etiher you're getting angrier day by day or I'm just being a nuisance, asking you questions and demanding answers. I think it's the latter. Maybe I've been too hard on you. Maybe I'm demanding and now that we've moved on further, we are just setting more expectations of each other. Just like that song from Beyonce, "I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go, cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home". I'm actually getting very tired of seeing us always having to disagree with something. Either of us. I hate to see us bicker. I hate myself for making you angry. I'm sorry for all the things I've done and I wish for us to be happier. Remember...For you, I will.
Signing off..