no more loudtweeter :(

[je_adore_moi]

well it looks like my Twitter status importer is down for the count...

I should be doing beaucoup school work so I'll make it quick

I finally starting to live my life according to me. There was a guy last week who asked for my number at work. He was cute yes, but I came to almost immediately regret my decision. Not because he bothered me, but because I really did feel obligated and special for a moment to do it.

I kept getting advice on that I should go on a few dates with before I decided to close a book on him. It's not like I get asked out everyday, but still. I realized why now...

I like where I'm at in life. I'm concentrating on me and school and my career. I'm putting away the 'shoulds' and the 'oughts' that I encounter everyday. Why is it wrong to focus on me for once? I'm pretty happy actually (even in summer school lol), and I don't want to be in one. It's not like before where I thought I needed to be in one because everyone else was in one and I felt the pressure and the loneliness too. My former low self-esteem will not rule my decisions.

I know it'll happen when it happens... I'm not buying a Fastpass