only in dreams...
I had a strange dream last night...It wasn't a bad dream, just emotional. My Aunt Theresa was in it (who died last fall). When I woke up after it, I had an overwhelming urge to bawl because that is what I was doing right before I woke up in my dream.
Besides her, there were some family and friends in it... people I care very deeply about. The reason why I was crying in my dream was because I had found them after they were taking from me and I didn't think I would see them ever again. We had left on bad terms before they were taken.
I think the point of my dream was to value and show appreciation to those I do deeply care about. That anger is a wasteful emotion and forgiveness can be had if you want it badly enough...
I think my aunt was in there because I felt guilty after she died because I felt that I didn't show her enough appreciation and value her as much as I could have. I know she knows that I loved her when I died, but I still felt that remorse.
do it even with the holidays coming up... even if that person doesn't reciprocate or brushes you off, they'll still know
Besides her, there were some family and friends in it... people I care very deeply about. The reason why I was crying in my dream was because I had found them after they were taking from me and I didn't think I would see them ever again. We had left on bad terms before they were taken.
I think the point of my dream was to value and show appreciation to those I do deeply care about. That anger is a wasteful emotion and forgiveness can be had if you want it badly enough...
I think my aunt was in there because I felt guilty after she died because I felt that I didn't show her enough appreciation and value her as much as I could have. I know she knows that I loved her when I died, but I still felt that remorse.
do it even with the holidays coming up... even if that person doesn't reciprocate or brushes you off, they'll still know