Mar 12, 2005 00:21
eh i have so much going on in my head right now i dont even know where to start...im so confused about everything, half of my feelings i cant even explain, the other half im to scared to show or say. i honestly hate life sometimes, why can't it ever be easy? i just need a break...
"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me"